Goodbye Cheese state and Hello Cali by Missy (good ebook reader txt) 📕

my head up, and kissed me again.
“ I’ll pick you up at nine for the party, and then he turned around and left. I was not alright, and he couldn’t even notice it. I bet he didn’t even care. He just said it too sound nice. I let out a sigh, and made my way towards my classes. The day just passed. I pretty much slept through all my classes, and I was known in the lunchroom with my head down on the table, and I felt someone poking my head. I tiled my head up, and Chris gave me the cheesiest smile ever.
“ May I ask why you are poking my head rapidity?” I said raising my head off of the table, and crossing my hands over my chest, raising an eyebrow.
“ You look like crap!” He gasped.
“ Gee, thanks! Im just getting the best compliments today! I’ve got called a whore, and been called crap twice,” I groaned hitting my head on the table.
“ You alright?” Zoe asked sitting down nudging my side. I turned my head sideways to look at her, and I tried to smile but she didn’t buy it.
“ I didn’t get much sleep last night,” I shrugged.
“ What’s wrong?” She asked looking at me with concerned eyes. I let out a sigh.
“ I just talked to this kid last night over chat, and we never got along, and I was up last night feeling kind of upset,” I shrugged. Chris and Zoë stood up and brought their fists up.
“ Who is he? We gonna kick his ass Chris, and Zoe style,” Chris said pretending to throw a right hook. I started laughing because they looked like idiots. Zoe smirked, and sat down next to me, and wrapped her arms tightly around me.
“ Yay, she is happy again,” Zoe said. I started laughing, and wrapped my arms around her too.
“ So movie night?” Chris asked. Zoe nodded her head, but I bit my lip.
“ What time are you guys going to have it?” I asked.
“ Well like everyone comes over around nine, and they all spend the night, because my mom is going to be there,” Chris said.
“ I have to go somewhere at nine, but I could come over later?” I asked.
“ OF COURSE!” Chris said in a wannabe gay guy voice. I tried to suppress my laughter, but it didn’t work. Chris sat their smiling, and a light bulb went off, and I pointed my finger at him wiggling it.
“ Look at you and your smiling, smirking grin,” I said in a sing song voice. The whole table broke out into laughter’s, and I let out a laugh. “ What you don’t like my singing? Or that little ling I just came up with?” I asked looking hurt. They all stopped and looked at me, and started laughing again. I shrugged my shoulders. “ I thought it was quite good, if I may say,” I said pointing my nose up in the air.
“ I freaking love you,” Chris and Zoe said gasping for air. Tears where coming out of their eyes.
“ It wasn’t that funny,” I muttered. Everyone started laughing even harder, and I rolled my eyes, and I felt someone chin on my shoulder, and I looked over and saw Ryder. I smiled, and then Zoe looked at him, and she had this look in her eyes.
“ What’s so funny over here?” Ryder smirked.
“ her singing,” Chris chocked. I glared at him, and Ryder started to laugh.
“ Hey Mayella want to leave early so we can talk?” Ryder asked. I nodded my head, and stood up and lightly nudged Zoe, and she looked up at me.
“ I’ll talk to you later,” I said. she smiled, and I turned towards Chris. “ And my singing is not that bad!” I said shaking my head.
“ Its ear breaking!” He called out after me. I rolled my eyes, and walked next to Ryder, and he wrapped his arm around me. We walked past Tristan’s table, and our eyes met, and he just looked away from me. what is he shunning me? You know what… I don’t care. If he wants to ignore me, than ill ignore him. we walked out of the lunchroom, and we walked down the halls. Everyone was still in classes, so the halls where quiet and empty.
“ What did you want to talk about?” I asked. He wrapped his arm around my waist, and held me a little tighter. “ Ryder?” I muttered.
“ So you and Chris?” he asked, we were still walking, and Ryder continued to tighten his grip onto my waist. I tried to pull away, but he dug his nails into my side. I bit my lip, and looked up at him.
“ What do you mean me and Chris? We are just friends,” I said glaring at him.
“ You two look more than friends,” he spat.
“ But we aren’t!” I said raising my voice.
“ Good, because your mine,” he said into my ear. He let go of me, and walked down the hall towards his class, and I stood there, and I walked into the girls bathroom, and lifted my shirt, and saw a blue bruises forming around my hip. I put my shirt down, and leaned against the sink taking a deep breath.
“ Good, because your mine,” his voice repeated in my mind over and over. I bit my lip, and closed my eyes. the bell rang for our next class, and I went through the rest of my day in a daze. The last bell rang ending school, and I walked outside, and sat in the grass. I didn’t want to talk with Tristan, and I didn’t really want to see Ryder right know. I took a deep breath, and closed my eyes. I heard a car pulling up, and I tilted my head up, and saw Ryder in his car. He rolled down his window, and smiled at me.
“ Get in!” he called out to me.
“ Its fine, I have a ride,” I said.
“ Mayella,” he said. his voice sounded threating. I sucked in a breath, and stood up, and made my way towards his car. From the corner of my eye I saw someone watching me. I turned my head and saw Tristan watching me like a hawk. I opened the car door, and got in, and Ryder drove away from the school. “ Why didn’t you get into the car the first time I told you too?” He asked. I shrugged my shoulders looking out the window. “ Earth to May!” His voice became louder.
“ What?” I hissed.
“ Someone is in a bad mood,” he chuckled. I rolled my eyes, and we pulled up to the front of my house. “ Im picking you up at nine, okay?” He said.
“ Yeah,” I said. I reached for the door handle, but he grabbed my arm. I turned back to look at him.
“ Don’t I get a goodbye kiss?” He asked. I sat their looking at him, and he raised an eyebrow, and I let out a breath, and leaned over to kiss his cheek, but he moved his face, and his lips crashed onto mine. He pulled me closer to him, and I felt him bite my bottom lip, and I pulled away. “ Come on May,” he said.
“ I’ll see you later,” I muttered getting out of the car. He sped off down the road, and I looked down and noticed my hands where balled up into fists. I let out a sigh, and walked towards the house. No one was home yet, so I went downstairs, and laid on the couch, and flipped on the TV. MADE was on, and a geek, wanted to be transformed into a beauty queen. I heard someone walking down the stairs, and I kept my eyes on the TV, and i heard Rain’s voice.
“ Hey Mayella,” he said walking into the front room.
“ Hey,” I mumbled. I sat up, and he sat down at the other end of the couch, and I took a deep breath sinking in the couch.
“ Ruff day?” he asked. I nodded my head looking at the TV, and then I looked around and noticed Tristan wasn’t here.
“ How the devil did you get into my house?” I asked looking over at him.
“ Learn to lock your doors,” he smirked.
“ God Rain,” I scolded. He started laughing, and then I heard someone else walking down the stairs, and it was Tristan. I looked back at the TV ignoring him. Gr. That’s what I feel. GR!
“ So what are your plans for tonight?” Rain asked. I heard Tristan opening the fridge in the kitchen.
“ Just gonna chill with some friends,” I said sighing. “ What about you?”
“ Jeremy, Tristan, and some of the other guys, we are going to go out of town for the weekend. Go visit my lake house, and chill,” He said laying on the couch with his feet in my lap. I looked down at his feet and raised an eyebrow.
“ Do I look like a footrest?” I asked. He nodded his head. I rolled my eyes, and pried his feet off of me, and stood up. I walked into the kitchen, and poured myself some orange juice. I looked over, and Tristan was eyeing me. he sat on the counter just looking at me. “ What is your problem?!” I finally spat out.’
“ That’s my que to leave,” Rain said walking towards Tristan’s room. I watched him leave, and I turned back to Tristan. He continued to stare at me.
“ Why are you being such a…. JERK?” I cried throwing my hands up in the air.
“ Because of you,” he said simply.
“ Wha- I didn’t even do anything,” I said shaking my head.
“ Your with him,” He said coldly.
“ Ryder?” I asked. He nodded his head. “ Why in the seven hells do you care?” I wailed.
“ Because…” He stopped and I stood there looking at him. he just shook his head, and jumped off of the counter walking towards his room. I ran towards him, and grabbed his arm, and he turned back to me, and we stood in front of one another having a stare off. I had to look up at him because he was so tall.
“ Damnit, Tristan,” I sighed. “ What is wrong with you?”
“ Your too blind to realize anything,” He said using a dry laugh.
“ Tristan, I don’t know what you’re talking about!” I said grabbing his arm. He grabbed my shoulders, and shook them lightly.
“ That’s because your completely blind,” He said. he lent down next to me our faces inches apart. “ Open your eyes Mayella,” He whispered. “ Please..” and then he turned around and left me their standing there. I closed my eyes taking a deep breath.
“ You’re not helping me Tristan!” I screamed. I groaned, and started walking towards my room, and I stopped, and turned towards his door, and kicked it as hard as I could, and stormed into my room slamming the door. “ Stupid FREAKING!” I started screaming, and I fell onto my bed barring my face into my pillow. What the hell does he mean I am blind? Me and Tristan… we can’t be like that. He doesn’t like me like that. We don’t even get along, and if he liked me he would of asked me out before Ryder did. I