Perfect In his Eyes (finished) by Danielle Palmer (young adult books to read TXT) 📕

force you." He shook his head at the thought but I continued about this morning.
"I woke up this morning and wanted to know what time it was. I left my phone upstairs so I looked at Shane's. He had a voice mail from a unknown number. I called his voice mail and listened to it. I wish I never did but im happy I did. It was from his girlfriend of 2 years calling to tell him happy anniversary." Everyone gasped but I couldn't take it anymore. Tears ran down my cheeks but I quickly brushed them off. "What else happened Dest?" Jessie said. I looked at him and sighed. he came the hard part.
"I confronted him and he told me it was... um -" Jake cut me off "Just say it Dest." I took a deep breath and let it out slowly trying to calm down. "He told me it was to get back at Josh for stealing his girlfriend awhile back. He knew I was the closest to you so he chose me to be his victim." I looked up at Josh. Guilt took over him and he just stared blackly at me. Not able to say anything.

CHAPTER 12 -JOSH P.O.V.-

 

I stared at her immediately feeling guilty for what he did to her. He did it to her because of me. How could I do that to her. When I took his girl I didn't think they were even together. Now my baby sis had to be his victim. I couldn't say anything. I felt everyone stair at me.
"Im sorry." I said low but everyone could hear me. I got up and walked out the door. I could hear them calling me but I just had to get anyone and go for a walk maybe ever go pay Shane a visit. I shook my head at the thought. If I hit Shane once I might not be able to stop and end up killing him. That's how I felt. I wanted to kill him and throw him in the river and watch him sink to the bottom. That would be amazing. I got in my car and drove for what seemed like hours. I never wanted to turn and go back home but I had to. I couldn't leave Destiny. I made a U-turn and started my way back home.

-DESTINY P.O.V.-

 

He looked at me and I could tell he felt bad. I didn't mean to make him feel that way. Of course I don't blame him. He had nothing to do with it.
"Im sorry." He said low but everyone heard him. He stood up and walked out the door. I called after him and tried to go to him but Keegan said he needed to be alone. I just sat there staring at the front door. All the guys tried to get me to go to bed but I couldn't. I needed to talk to Josh. I sat on the couch what seemed like hours and finally just fell asleep.
I woke up to Keegan carrying me up to my room. When he sat me on my bed I didn't want him to go. I didn't want to be alone. I knew I would have nightmares if someone didn't hold me. He went to walk away but I grabbed his arm and pulled him back to me. "Dest what's wrong." He said looking at me confused. "Don't leave me. I don't think I can sleep alone. Please." He didn't hesitate he just slipped in the bed beside me and I curled up to his chest warm and comfortable.
I woke up the next morning happy no nightmares played in my head as I slept. My bed was empty and I heard everyone was awake. They were talking about me. I walked into the hallway and sat against the wall so they couldn't see me but I could hear them.
"I think we should give her her door back. She earned my trust." Damien said. All the other guys agreed except Josh and Keegan.
"If we do she has to give us everything she can hurt herself with." Josh said. All the other guys shook their head ok but Keegan.
"Fine we can give her her door back but one of us at least still need to sleep in their with her. If none of you want to then I will. At least for a week and a half more considering what just happened." Keegan protested.
Why did he want to sleep in my room? Im not complain though he is a good cuddlier and damn he is fine. I don't know I just said that but it is true. I smiled to myself.
"Fine lets go wake her up and tell her." Josh said. I ran back in my room and covered up acting asleep as they all piled into my room. John started shaking me. "Dest wake up we have something to tell you." He pat my back till I rolled over. My nose was stuffy and I really wasn't feeling well so I just looked at him waiting for him to continue. "We want to give you your door back on one condition. Well actually two." Josh said sitting at the foot of my bed. I sat up looking surprised but I really wasn't. "Really?! What are they?" I said acting happy but I already knew what the wanted. "We need everything you have ever used to harm yourself. Oh and Keegan will be sleeping in here ON THE FLOOR." He made the last part loud. I already knew Keegan would be sleeping in my bed next to me. I feel he is the only one I can trust these days. When he cuddled me I felt safe and no nightmares taunted me in the night. I realized they were waiting for my stuff that saved me to be handed over.
"I don't h-have anything that I can harm myself with." I said not wanting to give it up. Not wanting them to see my stash. But I could tell Josh knew I was lying. Whenever we lied we stuttered not on purpose.
"Bullshit Destiny just give it up." Keegan said. How did he know I was lying. Great. I walked over to my desk that my laptop sat on. I just noticed I have never used it. I opened the drawer and saw the box of razors that sat in the very back hidden in the darkness. I picked them up and walked over to Josh putting them in his hand. I didn't want to see any of there faces so I grabbed some clothes to go take a shower. I need time to think. I hope they still give me my door back but I highly doubt it.

CHAPTER 13

 

When I got out the shower only Josh was in my room. He was still holding the box of razors. I went and sat down beside him but he didn't look at me. "I hope you forgive me Tiny but I don't think I trust you enough to give you your door back. But you can have a curtain and hang it up to have some privacy." I already knew he was going to say that but in some way im happy. Now I get to cuddle with Keegan. I can't even deny it anymore. I really like him. Only two problems im not ready for another boyfriend just yet and I don't want him to know.
"Tiny you there? Look im sorry." Josh said bringing me back to my reality. "No it's ok Josh. Really. Does Keegan get to um I mean have to sleep in here?" I really wanted him to but I just can't let Josh know. At least not yet.
"Um yeah someone has to but if you don't want Keeg-"
"No he can it's cool." I said cutting him off. I seriously hope that wasn't to obvious.
"Ok well ima go down stairs. Wanna come?" He said getting up. I shook my head OK and followed him down the stairs. Josh ran and took the only open stop so I resorted to sitting on someone's lap. I looked around the room and everyone's, except Keegan and Josh, eyes were filled with lust. I can't sit on Josh's cause he is my brother. So I walked over to Keegan and sat down. Everyone looked at me and I just shrugged my shoulders and cuddle to Keegan. I looked down at him and he smiled at me. I returned it. I couldn't pull away from his eyes. Their so amazingly perfect. I finally looked away and started full on blushing and I never blush. Barley.
"What was that?" Josh said pointing at us and standing up. "I-I don't know what your talking about Josh." I said looking at Keegan nerves. "That look. Do you have something to tell me?" He said looking at both of us back and forth. "Josh can I talk to you in the kitchen?" Keegan said standing up and then putting me in his stop. I watched as they walked into the kitchen and disappeared.
"What was that all about?" Jake said. "I have no idea." I said wondering the same thing. I stood up and walked over to the door putting my ear up to it. I told the boys to stay there but of course Ryan was the only one who didn't listen.
"Well let's just see what happens but if you hurt her I swear Keegan." Josh said. Were they talking about me?
"You know I won't Josh. I love her dude. Now I just have to wait for her. I don't know if she will ever feel the same though." Keegan sounded upset.
"I think she already does. She's just has been hurt so much she doesn't realize. I know she does though dude. Just talk to her later but right now im hungry. Let's go see what everyone wants to eat." I heard them do their hand shake then I heard foot steps getting closer. Me and Ryan glanced at each and went running. We jumped over the couch almost falling to the ground.
"Me and Keegan are hungry. Anyone else?" All the guys started hooting and shouting "ME, ME, ME." I just ignored them. Keegan really did like me. I just thought he was saying that to get me away from Shane. I was so rude to him. I had to make it up to him. Show him that I love him to. Dang I really do love him.
"Destiny? Hello Destiny?" Nick screamed. I was hungry but didn't want to eat. They all know I haven't ate in days. Im not just going to force myself. The only problem is they can force me. Trust me they have forced me to before.
"Um no im OK. I mean no im not hungry." They all stared at me and I knew it was coming.
"No your eating. You haven't ate in days. Stop starving yourself. You know we can force you." Keegan said sternly. He's even more attractive when he is controlling. Oh and protective and when he gets jealous. I guess I have to admit it. He is just so attractive.
"Destiny are you OK? You have been zoning out a lot these days." Damien said. He started shaking his hand in front of my face.
"Oh sorry just thinking and fine i'll freakin eat. Where ever you get your food just get me a salad." I said still not looking up at any of them. I just can't get Keegan off my mind. I can't wait till he tells me tonight. I can finally tell him I like him to but im still not ready for a boyfriend.
"Burger