A House to Let by Charles Dickens (book recommendations based on other books .txt) 📕

couple of years, and they knew no more about the House to Let than I did.  Neither could I find out anything concerning it among the trades-people or otherwise; further than what Trottle had told me at first.  It had been empty, some said six years, some said eight, some said ten.  It never did let, they all agreed, and it never would let.

I soon felt convinced that I should work myself into one of my states about the House; and I soon did.  I lived for a whole month in a flurry, that was always getting worse.  Towers’s prescriptions, which I had brought to London with me, were of no more use than nothing.  In the cold winter sunlight, in the thick winter fog, in the black winter rain, in the white winter snow, the House was equally on my mind.  I have heard, as everybody else has, of a spirit’s haunting a house; but I have had my own personal experience of a house’s haunting a spirit; for that House haunted mine.

In all that month’s time, I never saw anyone go into the House nor come out of the House.  I supposed that such a thing must take place sometimes, in the dead of the night, or the glimmer of the morning; but, I never saw it done.  I got no relief from having my curtains drawn when it came on dark, and shutting out the House.  The Eye then began to shine in my fire.

I am a single old woman.  I should say at once, without being at all afraid of the name, I am an old maid; only that I am older than the phrase would express.  The time was when I had my love-trouble, but, it is long and long ago.  He was killed at sea (Dear Heaven rest his blessed head!) when I was twenty-five.  I have all my life, since ever I can remember, been deeply fond of children.  I have always felt such a love for them, that I have had my sorrowful and sinful times when I have fancied something must have gone wrong in my life—something must have been turned aside from its original intention I mean—or I should have been the proud and happy mother of many children, and a fond old grandmother this day.  I have soon known better in the cheerfulness and contentment that God has blessed me with and given me abundant reason for; and yet I have had to dry my eyes even then, when I have thought of my dear, brave, hopeful, handsome, bright-eyed Charley, and the trust meant to cheer me with.  Charley was my youngest brother, and he went to India.  He married there, and sent his gentle little wife home to me to be confined, and she was to go back to him, and the baby was to be left with me, and I was to bring it up.  It never belonged to this life.  It took its silent place among the other incidents in my story that might have been, but never were.  I had hardly time to whisper to her “Dead my own!” or she to answer, “Ashes to ashes, dust to dust! O lay it on my breast and comfort Charley!” when she had gone to seek her baby at Our Saviour’s feet.  I went to Charley, and I told him there was nothing left but me, poor me; and I lived with Charley, out there, several years.  He was a man of fifty, when he fell asleep in my arms.  His face had changed to be almost old and a little stern; but, it softened, and softened when I laid it down that I might cry and pray beside it; and, when I looked at it for the last time, it was my dear, untroubled, handsome, youthful Charley of long ago.

—I was going on to tell that the loneliness of the House to Let brought back all these recollections, and that they had quite pierced my heart one evening, when Flobbins, opening the door, and looking very much as if she wanted to laugh but thought better of it, said:

“Mr. Jabez Jarber, ma’am!”

Upon which Mr. Jarber ambled in, in his usual absurd way, saying:

“Sophonisba!”

Which I am obliged to confess is my name.  A pretty one and proper one enough when it was given to me: but, a good many years out of date now, and always sounding particularly high-flown and comical from his lips.  So I said, sharply:

“Though it is Sophonisba, Jarber, you are not obliged to mention it, that I see.”

In reply to this observation, the ridiculous man put the tips of my five right-hand fingers to his lips, and said again, with an aggravating accent on the third syllable:

“Sophonisba!”

I don’t burn lamps, because I can’t abide the smell of oil, and wax candles belonged to my day.  I hope the convenient situation of one of my tall old candlesticks on the table at my elbow will be my excuse for saying, that if he did that again, I would chop his toes with it. (I am sorry to add that when I told him so, I knew his toes to be tender.)  But, really, at my time of life and at Jarber’s, it is too much of a good thing.  There is an orchestra still standing in the open air at the Wells, before which, in the presence of a throng of fine company, I have walked a minuet with Jarber.  But, there is a house still standing, in which I have worn a pinafore, and had a tooth drawn by fastening a thread to the tooth and the door-handle, and toddling away from the door.  And how should I look now, at my years, in a pinafore, or having a door for my dentist?

Besides, Jarber always was more or less an absurd man.  He was sweetly dressed, and beautifully perfumed, and many girls of my day would have given their ears for him; though I am bound to add that he never cared a fig for them, or their advances either, and that he was very constant to me.  For, he not only proposed to me before my love-happiness ended in sorrow, but afterwards too: not once, nor yet twice: nor will we say how many times.  However many they were, or however few they were, the last time he paid me that compliment was immediately after he had presented me with a digestive dinner-pill stuck on the point of a pin.  And I said on that occasion, laughing heartily, “Now, Jarber, if you don’t know that two people whose united ages would make about a hundred and fifty, have got to be old, I do; and I beg to swallow this nonsense in the form of this pill” (which I took on the spot), “and I request to, hear no more of it.”

After that, he conducted himself pretty well.  He was always a little squeezed man, was Jarber, in little sprigged waistcoats; and he had always little legs and a little smile, and a little voice, and little round-about ways.  As long as I can remember him he was always going little errands for people, and carrying little gossip.  At this present time when he called me “Sophonisba!” he had a little old-fashioned lodging in that new neighbourhood of mine.  I had not seen him for two or three years, but I had heard that he still went out with a little perspective-glass and stood on door-steps in Saint James’s Street, to see the nobility go to Court; and went in his little cloak and goloshes outside Willis’s rooms to see them go to Almack’s; and caught the frightfullest colds, and got himself trodden upon by coachmen and linkmen, until he went home to his landlady a mass of bruises, and had to be nursed for a month.

Jarber took off his little fur-collared cloak, and sat down opposite me, with his little cane and hat in his hand.

“Let us have no more Sophonisbaing, if you please, Jarber,” I said.  “Call me Sarah.  How do you do?  I hope you are pretty well.”

“Thank you.  And you?” said Jarber.

“I am as well as an old woman can expect to be.”

Jarber was beginning:

“Say, not old, Sophon—” but I looked at the candlestick, and he left off; pretending not to have said anything.

“I am infirm, of course,” I said, “and so are you.  Let us both be thankful it’s no worse.”

“Is it possible that you look worried?” said Jarber.

“It is very possible.  I have no doubt it is the fact.”

“And what has worried my Soph-, soft-hearted friend,” said Jarber.

“Something not easy, I suppose, to comprehend.  I am worried to death by a House to Let, over the way.”

Jarber went with his little tip-toe step to the window-curtains, peeped out, and looked round at me.

“Yes,” said I, in answer: “that house.”

After peeping out again, Jarber came back to his chair with a tender air, and asked: “How does it worry you, S-arah?”

“It is a mystery to me,” said I.  “Of course every house is a mystery, more or less; but, something that I don’t care to mention” (for truly the Eye was so slight a thing to mention that I was more than half ashamed of it), “has made that House so mysterious to me, and has so fixed it in my mind, that I have had no peace for a month.  I foresee that I shall have no peace, either, until Trottle comes to me, next Monday.”

I might have mentioned before, that there is a lone-standing jealousy between Trottle and Jarber; and that there is never any love lost between those two.

“Trottle,” petulantly repeated Jarber, with a little flourish of his cane; “how is Trottle to restore the lost peace of Sarah?”

“He will exert himself to find out something about the House.  I have fallen into that state about it, that I really must discover by some means or other, good or bad, fair or foul, how and why it is that that House remains To Let.”

“And why Trottle?  Why not,” putting his little hat to his heart; “why not, Jarber?

“To tell you the truth, I have never thought of Jarber in the matter.  And now I do think of Jarber, through your having the kindness to suggest him—for which I am really and truly obliged to you—I don’t think he could do it.”

“Sarah!”

“I think it would be too much for you, Jarber.”

“Sarah!”

“There would be coming and going, and fetching and carrying, Jarber, and you might catch cold.”

“Sarah!  What can be done by Trottle, can be done by me.  I am on terms of acquaintance with every person of responsibility in this parish.  I am intimate at the Circulating Library.  I converse daily with the Assessed Taxes.  I lodge with the Water Rate.  I know the Medical Man.  I lounge habitually at the House Agent’s.  I dine with the Churchwardens.  I move to the Guardians.  Trottle!  A person in the sphere of a domestic, and totally unknown to society!”

“Don’t be warm, Jarber.  In mentioning Trottle, I have naturally relied on my Right-Hand, who would take any trouble to gratify even a whim of his old mistress’s.  But, if you can find out anything to help to unravel the mystery of this House to Let, I shall be fully as much obliged to you as if there was never a Trottle in the land.”

Jarber rose and put on his little cloak.  A couple of fierce brass lions held it tight round his little throat; but a couple of the mildest Hares might have done that, I am sure.  “Sarah,” he said, “I go.  Expect me on Monday evening, the Sixth, when perhaps you will give me a cup of tea;—may I ask for no Green?  Adieu!”

This was on a Thursday, the second of December.  When I reflected that Trottle would come back on Monday, too, I had my misgivings as to the difficulty of keeping the two powers