Trying to Make it by JP (motivational books for women TXT) 📕

he gave him a brotherly hug.
“Yeah I know but guys I want you to meet the someone special In my life, This is Katia, Katia this is Big E, Josie, Beez, and X” That looked me up and down and then looked at Damion.
“Nigga that aint yours” Big E said and all the guys were laughing.
“Think that shit if you want but if I catch any nigga talking to her, it’s ya life” The guys laughed.
“Mmhmm, whatever but you know Valarie gon be mad Bruh” Big E said
“Fuck her”
“Listen mas, if things don’t work out, don’t hesitate to call me” Big E said trying to give me his card. Damion snatched it from him and hit him in the back of the head. We walked away and sat in a secluded area. As we talked about how much stress and everything he went through to make his album and then some girl screamed his name. He rolled his eyes and the girl stood before us.
“What do you want Kris” he said with an attitude.
“Why you actin like that huh? You know I just wanted to talk, who is she” The girl said using head to point to me.
“She’s my girl” He said.
“Oh, so you and Val over?”
“We been over, she the one who slept with Gotti and made it perfectly clear she don’t give a fuck about me, she want my money”
“Whatchu think this trick want?” She yelled pointing to me.
“Bitch who the fuck you think you’re calling a trick?”
“Kat chill, Krystal it’s a difference between her and Val. I pursued her, Val pursued me”
“Mmm, anyway do you need a dancer for the new video?”
“You need to talk to Robert about that”
“Aiight, bye” She said looking at me. I stuck my middle finger up at the bitch and smirked.
“Who is Val?” I asked as she left.
“Nobody you need to worry about” He kissed my forehead and looked over at his blackberry.
Soon, this nigga left me by myself sitting down. I had to pee so I decided to get up and try to find him. I did exactly that, ignoring the niggas trying to dance and talk to me. I did a quick glance at the corner of the room and I thought I saw him. I looked again and saw him kissed up on some chick. I walked over there and smacked the back of his head.
“Who is she Damion?” I asked upset. He just stood there shocked and she smirked and walked away. Oh hell no, this bitch didn’t. I pulled her by her long ass weave and started punching this bitch in her face. I felt arms around my waist pulling me off this trick and I spit right in her face. I was in the hallway and the person put me down. I turned and saw Damion and I slapped him in the face and walked towards the elevator.
“Katia!” I heard him scream. He grabbed my arm as the elevator opened.
“Let go of me Damion” I yelled.
“No Katia” He pulled me into another suite and pushed me onto the bed as he put the chain on the door so nobody can enter.
“Damion let me go now!” I yelled trying to get out. He pushed me back on the bed and kissed me. “Im not playing Damion. I want to go now” He kept trying to pull my dress up and when I slapped him he stood up.
“Damn Katia, why you actin like this?”
“Nigga, you tryna fuck me knowing that I’m mad”
“Why you mad Kat?”
“What? I can’t believe you just asked me that knowing I just witnessed you kissing some bitch! Is she the reason why you aint wanna fuck me? What was I just some chick to make her jealous?”
“Man it aint even like that”
“Whatever, bye nigga” I left the room and waited for the elevator. When it finally opened, I felt someone lead me inside the elevator. I saw Damion shut the doors and stop it as it was going down. He picked me up and pinned me on the wall. He kissed my lips and then went down to my neck and hit the spot. I let out a soft moan and he kept kissing my neck. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he pulled my dress up a little. He let me down and put one of my legs up. He pushed my thong to the side and started eating me out. I was in ecstasy. I hit my climax and I felt weak. He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around him. I felt his manhood enter me and it was huge.
“Uh” I yelled in ecstasy. He kept pumping in and out of me. I bit down on his shoulder and he sped up. “Damion” I yelled his name.
“I’m about to cum” He yelled. He sped up a little faster and he came. My legs were weak as I tried holding myself up. He took his manhood out of me and then took his condom off. He placed it in his pocket and pulled his pants up. The elevator was moving and I pulled my dress down. WE kept breathing fast and as the door opened, we saw mad people standing there clearly upset. He smiled and took my hand into his. People scrunched their faces up at us and we just laughed.
Damion dropped me off at home and kissed me before I left the car. I went right into the shower after all of that. I felt like I might actually have feelings for this dude.

Chapter 8


The week went by so fast; it was all like a blur. The only thing is, I haven’t seen or talked to Damion since the night of the party. I guess all he wanted was to fuck, oh well. Today’s my last day at this strip club and I was guaranteed a job at the nearby hospital. The good thing about it was I only work Mondays, Wednesday’s and Friday’s so I’m lucky. Plus, I get paid more than what I got paid at the strip club each week. I was so happy. Although some of the girls here didn’t like me, they gave me a cake congratulating me. I smiled at them and hugged each of them, although I was half naked.
“Kat!” I heard Roscoe yell as he made his way through the girls.
“What’s up Roscoe?”
“I’m gonna miss you boo” He hugged me.
“Imma miss yall too, I’ll come visit every once and a while”
“Imma hold you up on that but I need my best girls in the VIP room ASAP. Lolli, Candi, Krystal and Kat, go out there” He looked at me “I mean if you want to Kat” I shrugged my shoulders.
“I need to go out with a bang” I said and he laughed.
“Imma miss you girl, now get out there and make me some money” He said slapping my ass. I shook my head and made my way to the VIP room. All the girls were squealing and shit but I wasn’t paying any attention until I made my way to the mini stage they had. My jaw dropped.
“Bro, aint that Katia?” Big E said to Damion whose jaw was clenched. He stood up and pulled me by my arm out the back of the club. Roscoe tried to stop him but I waved him off.
“What the fuck is your problem Katia?” Damion yelled as the door shut behind us.
“Whatchu mean what’s my problem? What’s your problem?”
“I didn’t know you were a stripper”
“Yeah well I guess you never asked besides, today is my last day. I’m graduating tonight and I plan on starting my career on Monday”
“Doing what? Prostitution?” He crossed his arms over his chest and it stung what he really said. I walked away from him and he kept calling my name. I went right into the dressing room and changed my clothes. I gave counted out Roscoe’s money and kept my money. I walked from the back and saw Damion standing there. I walked right passed him. “Katia!”
“What!” I yelled upset.
“I’m sorry; I didn’t mean to say that”
“Well you said it, what you think I’m easy and that ill fuck any guy for a buck or two? You gotta be out yo mind, I can’t believe you” I walked into Roscoe’s office to pay him.
“Keep it Kat, my graduation gift to you” I was shocked.
“Do you know how much money it is?”
“Nah, but you keep it. I need to make sure I’m good too cause if a nigga get shot, I don’t want you playing games with my life” We laughed.
“I would never” I winked at him and he gave me one last hug. When I left his office, one of the girls gave me the rest of the cake and I said goodbye to this club. When I made it outside, the cold winter air slapped me in my face. I tightened my trench coat and drove home so I can take a nice shower and get my hair and nails done for the graduation tonight.
After I finished my nails and hair, I rushed home, relaxed in a vanilla bubble bath..i loved the smell of vanilla. I just sat there until I heard my cellphone alarm go off indicating that if I don’t get out and get dressed, imma be late. I dried off and went into my room and was about to get dressed until arms wrapped around my waist. I quickly elbowed the person in their stomach and turned my light on to see Damion holding his stomach.
“What the fuck Damion!” I screamed throwing my pillow at him.
“Damn Kat, I aint know you can hit that hard”
“Well now you do, how did you get into my house?” I asked grabbing my baby oil and applying it to my skin.
“Your extra key is under your flower plant. I rolled my eyes and put on my red lace bra with the matching thong. I wiped any extra oils off of me and then slipped into my black long sleeved dress that hugged my curves. I put on my zebra patterned shoes that sparkled and then I put on my diamond earrings with my tennis bracelet. I was about ready to go when Damion came back into my room.
“Damn ma, you look good as hell” I smiled and then walked passed him. I grabbed my graduation robe and yelled Damion’s name.
“I gotta go if I don’t want to be late!” I yelled and he ran into the living room.
“Aiight, let’s go” He took my hand and I snatched it away. “What’s the matter ma?”
“Nothing” I said and he tried to take my hand again and I pulled away.
“Aiight Kat, I’m dead ass right now, what’s up?”
“I’m still mad at you, I don’t know why you come to my job spazzin and shit and we haven’t talked since Sunday at that party. You didn’t even send me a text and I don’t want to hear no bullshit like I was busy cause we both know damn well you would’ve text me asking how my day was”
“Fine Kat, truth be told, I was going through a crisis”
“Which was?”
“You remember that chick you fought at the party?”
“Yeah”
“Well, she just told me she might be 3 months pregnant with my baby and I didn’t want you