TEARS BUT KNOW JOY by BY DENAE (great book club books txt) 📕

AS I SAT DOWN ON MY BED AND I THOUGHT TO MYSELF ABOUT ALL OF THE GOOD THINGS AND THE BAD.I CRYED WHILE I THOUGHT THE BAD AND I LAUGHED WHILE I THOUGHT ABOUT THE GOOD AND I REALIZED THE GOOD IS THE MOST EXCITING AND THE BAD IS THE MOST UP SETTING.BUT THEY BOTH HAPPEN ALL THE TIME BUT WITH ME THE BAD HAPPEN THE MOST ITS LIKE WHEN YOU WANT THE GOOD BUT YOU GET THE BAD INSTEAD.I KNOW WHEN U SMILE EVERYTHING IS GOOD BUT WHATS HIDDEN BEHINE THAT SMILE KNOW ONE KNOWS.THATS WHAT I DO I MAKE EVERYTHING SEEM LIKE ITS GOOD WHEN ITS NOT I KEEP MY THOUGHTS INSIDE INSTEAD OF OUTSIDE.ITS LIKE DIGGING A HOLE TO DEEP AND YOU CANT GET OUT AND YOU CANT STOP FALLING AND YOU THINK ABOUT THE THINGS THAT COULD HAVE HAPPENED IF YOU WOULD HAVE NEVER DUG THE HOLE BUT THATS HOW IT FEELS TO HAVE TEARS BUT KNOW JOY..SINCERLY ME

I FEEL LIKE I AM LOST IN A DIFFERENT WORLD
NO ONE LISTEN TO ME AT HOME THEY SAY IM
ALWAYS DOING SOMETHING WRONG I ALWAYS LIED
ON I THINK SHE HATE M

Publication Date: 04-10-2012

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