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The Hearse Slipped Over The Slimy Pavement; One Could Hear The Wheels
Jolting Noisily. Right Behind, The Ten Mourners Took Short And Careful
Steps, Trying To Avoid The Puddles, And Being So Occupied With The
Difficulty Of The Descent That They Refrained From Speaking. But At
The Bottom Of The Rue Du Ruisseau, When They Reached The Porte De
Clignancourt And The Vast Open Spaces, Where The Boulevard Running
Round The City, The Circular Railway, The Talus And Moat Of The
Fortifications Are Displayed To View, There Came Sighs Of Relief, A
Few Words Were Exchanged, And The Party Began To Straggle.
Sandoz And Bongrand By Degrees Found Themselves Behind All The Others,
As If They Had Wished To Isolate Themselves From Those Folk Whom They
Had Never Previously Seen. Just As The Hearse Was Passing The City
Gate, The Painter Leant Towards The Novelist.
'And The Little Woman, What Is Going To Be Done With Her?'
'Ah! How Dreadful It Is!' Replied Sandoz. 'I Went To See Her Yesterday
At The Hospital. She Has Brain Fever. The House Doctor Maintains That
They Will Save Her, But That She Will Come Out Of It Ten Years Older
And Without Any Strength. Do You Know That She Had Come To Such A
Point That She No Longer Knew How To Spell. Such A Crushing Fall, A
Young Lady Abased To The Level Of A Drudge! Yes, If We Don't Take Care
Of Her Like A Cripple, She Will End By Becoming A Scullery-Maid
Somewhere.'
'And Not A Copper, Of Course?'
'Not A Copper. I Thought I Should Find The Studies Claude Made From
Nature For His Large Picture, Those Superb Studies Which He Afterwards
Turned To Such Poor Account. But I Ferreted Everywhere; He Gave
Everything Away; People Robbed Him. No, Nothing To Sell, Not A Canvas
Part 12 Pg 264That Could Be Turned To Profit, Nothing But That Huge Picture, Which I
Demolished And Burnt With My Own Hands, And Right Gladly, I Assure
You, Even As One Avenges Oneself.'
They Became Silent For A Moment. The Broad Road Leading To St. Ouen
Stretched Out Quite Straight As Far As The Eye Could Reach; And Over
The Plain Went The Procession, Pitifully Small, Lost, As It Were, On
That Highway, Along Which There Flowed A River Of Mud. A Line Of
Palings Bordered It On Either Side, Waste Land Extended Both To Right
And Left, While Afar Off One Only Saw Some Factory Chimneys And A Few
Lofty White Houses, Standing Alone, Obliquely To The Road. They Passed
Through The Clignancourt Fete, With Booths, Circuses, And Roundabouts
On Either Side, All Shivering In The Abandonment Of Winter, Empty
Dancing Cribs, Mouldy Swings, And A Kind Of Stage Homestead, 'The
Picardy Farm,' Looking Dismally Sad Between Its Broken Fences.
'Ah! His Old Canvases,' Resumed Bongrand, 'The Things He Had At The
Quai De Bourbon, Do You Remember Them? There Were Some Extraordinary
Bits Among Them. The Landscapes He Brought Back From The South And The
Academy Studies He Painted At Boutin's--A Girl's Legs And A Woman's
Trunk, For Instance. Oh, That Trunk! Old Malgras Must Have It. A
Magisterial Study It Was, Which Not One Of Our "Young Masters" Could
Paint. Yes, Yes, The Fellow Was No Fool--Simply A Great Painter.'
'When I Think,' Said Sandoz, 'That Those Little Humbugs Of The School
And The Press Accused Him Of Idleness And Ignorance, Repeating One
After The Other That He Had Always Refused To Learn His Art. Idle!
Good Heavens! Why, I Have Seen Him Faint With Fatigue After Sittings
Ten Hours Long; He Gave His Whole Life To His Work, And Killed Himself
In His Passion For Toil! And They Call Him Ignorant--How Idiotic! They
Will Never Understand That The Individual Gift Which A Man Brings In
His Nature Is Superior To All Acquired Knowledge. Delacroix Also Was
Ignorant Of His Profession In Their Eyes, Simply Because He Could Not
Confine Himself To Hard And Fast Rules! Ah! The Ninnies, The Slavish
Pupils Who Are Incapable Of Painting Anything Incorrectly!'
He Took A Few Steps In Silence, And Then He Added:
'A Heroic Worker, Too--A Passionate Observer Whose Brain Was Crammed
With Science--The Temperament Of A Great Artist Endowed With Admirable
Gifts. And To Think That He Leaves Nothing, Nothing!'
'Absolutely Nothing, Not A Canvas,' Declared Bongrand. 'I Know Nothing
Of His But Rough Drafts, Sketches, Notes Carelessly Jotted Down, As It
Were, All That Artistic Paraphernalia Which Can't Be Submitted To The
Public. Yes, Indeed, It Is Really A Dead Man, Dead Completely, Who Is
About To Be Lowered Into The Grave.'
However, The Painter And The Novelist Now Had To Hasten Their Steps,
For They Had Got Far Behind The Others While Talking; And The Hearse,
After Rolling Past Taverns And Shops Full Of Tombstones And Crosses,
Was Turning To The Right Into The Short Avenue Leading To The
Cemetery. They Overtook It, And Passed Through The Gateway With The
Little Procession. The Priest In His Surplice And The Choirboy
Carrying The Holy Water Receiver, Who Had Both Alighted From The
Mourning Coach, Walked On Ahead.
It Was A Large Flat Cemetery, Still In Its Youth, Laid Out By Rule And
Part 12 Pg 265Line In The Suburban Waste Land, And Divided Into Squares By Broad
Symmetrical Paths. A Few Raised Tombs Bordered The Principal Avenues,
But Most Of The Graves, Already Very Numerous, Were On A Level With
The Soil. They Were Hastily Arranged Temporary Sepulchres, For
Five-Year Grants Were The Only Ones To Be Obtained, And Families
Hesitated To Go To Any Serious Expense. Thus, The Stones Sinking Into
The Ground For Lack Of Foundations, The Scrubby Evergreens Which Had
Not Yet Had Time To Grow, All The Provisional Slop Kind Of Mourning
That One Saw There, Imparted To That Vast Field Of Repose A Look Of
Poverty And Cold, Clean, Dismal Bareness Like That Of A Barracks Or A
Hospital. There Was Not A Corner To Be Found Recalling The Graveyard
Nooks Sung Of In The Ballads Of The Romantic Period, Not One Leafy
Turn Quivering With Mystery, Not A Single Large Tomb Speaking Of Pride
And Eternity. You Were In The New Style Of Paris Cemetery, Where
Everything Is Set Out Straight And Duly Numbered--The Cemetery Of
Democratic Times, Where The Dead Seem To Slumber At The Bottom Of An
Office Drawer, After Filing Past One By One, As People Do At A Fete
Under The Eyes Of The Police, So As To Avoid Obstruction.
'Dash It!' Muttered Bongrand, 'It Isn't Lively Here.'
'Why Not?' Asked Sandoz. 'It's Commodious; There Is Plenty Of Air. And
Even Although There Is No Sun, See What A Pretty Colour It All Has.'
In Fact, Under The Grey Sky Of That November Morning, In The
Penetrating Quiver Of The Wind, The Low Tombs, Laden With Garlands And
Crowns Of Beads, Assumed Soft Tints Of Charming Delicacy. There Were
Some Quite White, And Others All Black, According To The Colour Of The
Beads. But The Contrast Lost Much Of Its Force Amid The Pale Green
Foliage Of The Dwarfish Trees. Poor Families Exhausted Their Affection
For The Dear Departed In Decking Those Five-Year Grants; There Were
Piles Of Crowns And Blooming Flowers--Freshly Brought There On The
Recent Day Of The Dead. Only The Cut Flowers Had As Yet Faded, Between
Their Paper Collars. Some Crowns Of Yellow Immortelles Shone Out Like
Freshly Chiselled Gold. But The Beads Predominated To Such A Degree
That At The First Glance There Seemed To Be Nothing Else; They Gushed
Forth Everywhere, Hiding The Inscriptions And Covering The Stones And
Railings. There Were Beads Forming Hearts, Beads In Festoons And
Medallions, Beads Framing Either Ornamental Designs Or Objects Under
Glass, Such As Velvet Pansies, Wax Hands Entwined, Satin Bows, Or, At
Times, Even Photographs Of Women--Yellow, Faded, Cheap Photographs,
Showing Poor, Ugly, Touching Faces That Smiled Awkwardly.
As The Hearse Proceeded Along The Avenue Du Rond Point, Sandoz, Whose
Last Remark--Since It Was Of An Artistic Nature--Had Brought Him Back
To Claude, Resumed The Conversation, Saying:
'This Is A Cemetery Which He Would Have Understood, He Who Was So Mad
On Modern Things. No Doubt He Suffered Physically, Wasted Away By The
Over-Severe Lesion That Is So Often Akin To Genius, "Three Grains Too
Little, Or Three Grains Too Much, Of Some Substance In The Brain," As
He Himself Said When He Reproached His Parents For His Constitution.
However, His Disorder Was Not Merely A Personal Affair, He Was The
Victim Of Our Period. Yes, Our Generation Has Been Soaked In
Romanticism, And We Have Remained Impregnated With It. It Is In Vain
That We Wash Ourselves And Take Baths Of Reality, The Stain Is
Obstinate, And All The Scrubbing In The World Won't Take It Away.
Part 12 Pg 266Bongrand Smiled. 'Oh! As For Romanticism,' Said He, 'I'm Up To My Ears
In It. It Has Fed My Art, And, Indeed, I'm Impenitent. If It Be True
That My Final Impotence Is Due To That, Well, After All, What Does It
Matter? I Can't Deny The Religion Of My Artistic Life. However, Your
Remark Is Quite Correct; You Other Fellows, You Are Rebellious Sons.
Claude, For Instance, With His Big Nude Woman Amid The Quays, That
Extravagant Symbol--'
'Ah, That Woman!' Interrupted Sandoz, 'It Was She Who Throttled Him!
If You Knew How He Worshipped Her! I Was Never Able To Cast Her Out Of
Him. And How Can One Possibly Have Clear Perception, A Solid,
Properly-Balanced Brain When Such Phantasmagoria Sprouts Forth From
Your Skull? Though Coming After Yours, Our Generation Is Too
Imaginative To Leave Healthy Work Behind It. Another Generation,
Perhaps Two, Will Be Required Before People Will Be Able To Paint And
Write Logically, With The High, Pure Simplicity Of Truth. Truth,
Nature Alone, Is The Right Basis, The Necessary Guide, Outside Of
Which Madness Begins; And The Toiler Needn't Be Afraid Of Flattening
His Work, His Temperament Is There, Which Will Always Carry Him
Sufficiently Away. Does Any One Dream Of Denying Personality, The
Involuntary Thumb-Stroke Which Deforms Whatever We Touch And
Constitutes Our Poor Creativeness?'
However, He Turned His Head, And Involuntarily Added:
'Hallo! What's Burning? Are They Lighting Bonfires Here?'
The Procession Had Turned On Reaching The Rond Point, Where The
Ossuary Was Situated--The Common Vault Gradually Filled With All The
Remnants Removed From The Graves, And The Stone Slab Of Which, In The
Centre Of A Circular Lawn, Disappeared Under A Heap Of Wreaths,
Deposited There By The Pious Relatives Of Those Who No Longer Had An
Individual Resting-Place.
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