Backwards by ameliamcfloyd (ebook reader color screen TXT) 📕

She knew at the time not yet know whether she had heard these horror message and actually read, or whether it was just a very bad illusion.

"Mom, I do not want to just talk to the Constitution. We can not talk about it in a day? "Her Vivienne replied in a weak voice.

Unable to cope with their emotional roller coaster, it closed immediately after the door to her room.
Vivienne went to bed and left her mother full of questions at the locked door back to her room.

Your permanent no choice but to reluctantly withdraw her comfortable armchair by the fire and wait until Vivienne was ready to talk to her again. She tried to sleep, because they hardly sleep at Meredith found. But as soon as she closed her eyes, it was either the news of the death of her best friend, or the rest of the alcohol they forced to stay awake. Shortly thereafter, she turned slowly on his back. Although she was visibly exhausted and screamed her body after a break, it rejected any thought of himself even slightly turned about. Wide awake, she stared at her red canopy that hung from the ceiling.
Her breathing was sometimes fast, sometimes slow, the wheezing was more unconscious.
She also noticed not as cold hot sweat put all her sinewy body under water.

Roselyn thought all the time, what is the reason for Vivienne's unusual behavior. As in a trance, she walked over to the table to read the latest New York Times.

With great dismay, she read the headline:

"CELESTE WHINCHURCH found dead!"

Stunned, she picked up the newspaper in his hand and read it several times, line by line, word by word, letter by letter.
Now it seemed the reason for Vivienne's strange behavior to have found. She went back to her chair and sat down in it. He too began feeling her carousel rule.

"Why Celeste? She was such a good girl! "Rose began to wonder.

Howard noted that even with his wife something was wrong and went their way. She was trembling all over.

As much as she wanted him over the sad news, remained sealed her lips. When she finally decided to deliver the message to him, Roslyn had to fight back tears.

"Celeste has died!" Rose told her husband

He wanted to believe just do not think the talk of Celeste Whinchurch was.

THE Celeste that he saw from an early age growing up and knew.

"You do not mean it as Damien's daughter, right?" He asked confused.
Roselyn pursed her lips and nodded.
"Yes darling, Damien's daughter Celeste's dead How the media reports she is murdered by persons unknown," she confirmed it.

He bit his lip and held for a moment in the air.

"White Vivienne already there," he asked his wife upset.

Rose, did not just find the right words.

She nodded briefly. Immediately after she buried her face in her hands. From his assumption now has become a sad certainty. Howard wished in that moment, but it may be just a bad dream. Howard loved Celeste as his own daughter.

He sat down with Rosie, his wife, took her in his arms and thought for himself - the shock runs deep and had this very sad news to process it first. He knew already that this will be a long process ... processing

The phone rang for some time, but only now frightened Vivienne's parents on.

"Sit. I will answer the phone. "Howard then spoke to his wife.

When he took off he heard a loud sniffles and sobs am

"Rosie? Howard? It's me ... Margreth Margreth Whinchurch spoke "a whining voice.

"Hello Marguerite, we received the news that we are in deep mourning. You have our deepest sympathy, Marge. "Comforted Mrs. Howard.

"Thank you from your side, I know this is really appreciated. If only I could take my feelings and my feelings into words, I would tell you. "Coughed Margreth.

Both spouses were unable to imagine how hard the death of their beloved daughter weighed on the hearts Celeste's parents. Losing one's child, the worst thing that could happen in the lives of parents.

"You know Marge, whenever you need us, you can call anytime and you were, are and will always be welcome and also with us in our family. You have all our condolences. Anything we can do for you? "Howard replied promptly.

"No, Howard, do not be circumstances, but we should do something we'll call you." Meredith said with a faint, sad smile.

"All right, at least try to find a little peace. Until then, "he adopted them.

The conversation was over and hung up. Flora and Vince came gaily in Vivienne's room stormed and laid their heavy trolley in the corner.

"Hey wake up sleeping beauty it is two clock in the afternoon," cried her siblings.

Vivienne woke up hard, she had the impression that her head would explode. Then she turns to the side and saw her sitting on her bed, her siblings.

"Hey, glad you're here, how was Cancun?" Vivienne asked wearily.
"It was a brilliant party," said Flora, her younger sister. Vince agreed to his sister with a significant nod and a dreamy look.

"Pretty women ranged as far as the eye can see ..." he gushed before Vivienne.

Flora looked at her sister. She realized that something was wrong. She was ashamed at once for her exuberant joy, behavior.

"You do not look well, what happened?" She persisted insecure.

"What a bastard left you this so infinitely sad face? Make the bastard who did this to my sister, I finished! "Her older brother Vince questioned irritably.

Vivienne hug with one arm Flora's shoulder, gave her brother a kiss on the forehead and hugged him.

"A guy is not the reason for my tears. Celeste ... she died, "she answered softly with trembling voice.

Incredulity were visible in the faces of her siblings, Flora and Vince. Vince immediately became quiet and reflective. In Vivienne's room enveloped in a sad and dismayed silence. No one dared utter a word.

After seemingly endless time Vince finally broke through the wall of silence.

"Celeste? Our Celeste? Why them? She was the cutest girl I ever knew. I no longer understand the world, "he had to like his sister, announced in a shaky voice.

Flora could not speak, but you could see that her lips began to tremble more violently and her eyes filled with more tears. Without inhibitions they then began to cry and then could not stop.

"April! Baby! There are pancakes ". exclaimed happily after her daughter Barbara.

April awoke as whacked. My head was buzzing still from vodka and cigarettes last night. She wondered how she came into her room. April had noticed in any way that it was worn by Vivienne in her room.

"Yes, I'll come on down" April muttered quietly grumbled to himself.

"Be right there," she said afterwards listless.

As an old woman, April went to a cautious pace down the stairs.
With a slow gait she moved toward the kitchen, where already her parents Barbara and James and her little sister Cynthia sat at the table.
"Vivienne has called a few times with us. She wanted to talk to you really. She sounded quite sad! You should call it after dinner. "James shared with his daughter.
"Yes Dad, I've been doing." Said April.


The tasty pancakes she had to purely forced to even something in your stomach. She stood up abruptly and walked to her mobile to call Vivienne. After a long "Tuuut" she could hear a faint, almost fragile voice.

Only after a long time she has subsequently recognized Vivienne's voice.

"Hey! You sound very sad. What happened? "Asked her best friend April.

"Celeste's dead-our Celeste!" Vivienne replied in a trembling voice.

"That's a joke, right?" Hooked after April.

"Unfortunately, this is no joke." Vivienne said afterwards.

April could not believe what she said, because her best friend.

"When did this happen?" Asked April, Vivienne did not answer, however.

"When did this happen, Vivienne? Vivienne you hear me? "Asked April it for repeated times

Vivienne then woke up from their intellectual world.

"Yesterday morning! Did not you read the papers? It can be found directly on the front page! "She replied confused.

April rushed Vivienne with the handset quickly becomes a dining table and picked up the newspaper. She could not and would not believe that Vivienne was right. As if in a trance she hung up and left phone and newspaper fall almost simultaneously. The mourning period for April has already begun.
She was not the classic type grieving, mourning for April was a mixture of infinite rage and despair. From then on they had to be left alone. April was unresponsive for weeks. You came down only to eat and drink. Barbara and James had understanding that April mourned. However, they were preparing Aprils rest behavior and weight worried. After a few bites, she had to force herself down, she went back upstairs and stared apathetically at the wall. She thought about everything after and then there was the matter with Marcus, Celeste's friend. She was lost in her thoughts that she aufschrak. Her phone began to ring as it was already late at night. April looked at it to see who they can then just phoned the number she was not known. They still went to the phone to her ear and heard a sexy, devilish voice.

"Hello my baby, you know me for? Did you miss me? I ask that is already "made her the sexy - know devilish male voice.

This sentence struck April to the marrow, she turned pale and could not speak, because they knew very well who the caller. She also knew very well know what he wanted from her. Just the thought called out to her-but disgust her small, dark secret must be preserved, as if they were refusing to devastating consequences. April was now a prisoner of its own, because she did not know who they could trust this ordeal.

She decided to end her life NOW!
5. First encounters between two worlds

While their parents slept, to April snuck out of the house unnoticed. It seemed as if she were no specific target, along the street. She only knew that her life had no meaning.

"Hello, my beauty, where the road?" She suddenly heard a voice behind her call.

She turned around to see who she has since called, but she could see no one. Puzzled but not interested to whom it concerned, they simply walked on. On the way to the subway, she was so engrossed in her thoughts that she did not even heard Marcus come to her. A sudden hug from Marcus scare them away.

"Hey