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Diary

by DeYtH Banger

Life

 

Life sucks, right now I am sitting outside on a bus stop bench and I am tired from life and from everything.

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I just can't handle so much on my back. I made so much sacrafices as they say "GG" = For The Greater Good. But how good is to stay in one place alone and somehow to feel the empty gazes of all People, I mean the way they are looking at you. When u come back as always this is going to hunt you.

Ignore

 

No need for buttons to push, to press or to voice active to create "Ignorance". From very long time this disaster is on our planet and it's spreading like disease.

 

Sadly enough 21 century a lot of people are ignorant, but why?

They even don't give a thought! They don't care! They lie!
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Is it for the better?

 

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Is the 

Feel

YOU CAN"T FEEL IT!

 

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But you are going to write about It?

 

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(Note: This is for all a authors)

 

 

Doesn't it fucks you up that sometimes when you write, you should look from some angles from a experience. Not from some kinda amateur way, as Monk series.

 

With Andrian Monk, so far from my opinion, sound very amateury written.

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But this shouldn't be the way!

 

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I have been around the work "Monk" whole 5 seasons and few episodes, and I know that some moments the guy who is playing Monk fails in playing that role. Other times full of simplicity, even he is perfect. 

 

It could go and like

Blaming different people for one reason, in the end... few are just wrongly convicted and one of the convicted is the real killer.

 

 

But still if we should move into another movie "Gotham", the series are creating a picture of how it will look like town full of vilians the heroes are still not born... or still are not fully grown up.

 

Don't you ask yourself how such world will look like?
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I ask myself, that's why I started watching "Gotham".

 

 

But if "Monk" fails and "Gotham" succeeds... how about the series "Dexter".

 

I fucking love "Dexter", it has sometimes few glitches and errors, but still it's well written and very genuine image. By reading or watching the series you start asking yourself "Is there a chance this to be true for...?"

 

 It's more likely questions about people which are in such position like Dexter or not like Dexter Morgan, but to be FBI, CIA or detectives or other groups which are again with higher positions.

 

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 I mean the questions which you are going to ask

 

is

"WHat is the chance a GCP Agent is as dirty as Dexter?"

"What is the chance a FBI Agent is as dirty as Dexter?"

Masturbate

 

The feeling is a relief... it's like you get born again. Clean from corruption, clean from the bad thoughts, but sadly in the end... after 9 minutes of pleasure less or more.

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You get few more minutes to re-think... Which means from thinking with the head from your pants you start thinking with the head on your shoulders. When you come back there, once and again the same oher and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.

Once again the problems come back, smaller or bigger. The biggest problem of all is that people are blind with expressing their opinion, than listening to your opinion and what you have to say.

That's when you start changing your heads... you put your dick on the strike and after one moment you have wood ... up... in your pants...

What you should do?
What should I do?
What now?

 

(Typical... silent... minded panic... you have...)

But in the end you see yourself with hand in your pants and playing with your balls and dick.

When I say stuff are corrupted, they really Are!

If you don't play with the dick... it's going to bend your mind with different thoughts.

"It's Good, Do it"
"It's going to relief you"

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"Try something new"
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In the same times it invites you into two different rooms, but when you wake up... you realise as first... that it hasn't been sex with a girl... but most likely a hand job.. . Self-done. And as second... just one big illusion.

 

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Publication Date: 03-24-2018

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