life always lie part 5 by stuti khanna (primary phonics books .txt) 📕

My parents gave my birthday party  In evening In our house all my school friend come over there, I also Invite my love to my house for my party after lots of fun and enjoyment everyone go back to there houses. Samayra hold my hand and told me that we are going to her house I give her confused expression then she told me that she already took permission from my family and now we celebrate my birthday in her house. When we reached her house I’m totally surprised when I saw all the decorations which she done for me I am too happy then I realized that some for her best friend also here, all of them give there blessings & then samayra take out my birthday cake and we all together celebrate my birthday over there. Then she suddenly stop the music and come towards me and lie down on her knees and take out a ring box from her pocket. She purposed me and she exchange the ring In my hand and said “I LOVE YOU” In front of her all friend. That’s was the best birthday I ever celebrate In my life, I kissed her on her face and promised for being with her for my whole life. Later I get to know that she already told about relationship to her friend and now she is not afraid anymore about accepting this relationship.

Now I have to accept this relationship In front of everyone as I know that I can’t be separated from each other but the thing Is that I born In India where all these things are sin and can’t be acceptable easily. That was the turning point of my life from where I loose everything in my life. After some days I go with my friend for some party, we are sitting In restaurant waiting for our order so I play my 1st move I start talking about samayra that how much she Is good and how she understands me very much then suddenly I told that I’m In love with her everyone starts staring at me. All my friend look at me like that I’m ghost and none of them say anything for next 2 mints then my friend break the silence and directly said me “what kind of nonsense I this? Are you out of your mind? You are trying to say that you are In love with a girl are you mad?”, then I got lots of stupid questions from my friend In bundle and I listen everyone without saying anything, when everyone get stop I only said “ I’m In love with a girl and I’m not mad I was too sure for my relationship and no one say any single word about my relationship”.

In evening when I met samayra I told about the Incident she Is little shock and told me that why I do this, I said you told about our relationship to everyone so Its also my duty to accept this relationship In front of everyone she didn’t say anything but I saw fear In her eyes at that time I didn’t get It why she Is so fearful but later I realized this. When I reach to my home my parents are waiting for me &  told me to sit down they want to talk with me. My dad is too much angry he asked me what Is going on between me & samayra In almost shout manner. I totally get stunned and look at my mom she said my friends come to my house and told us everything what I said to them I restaurant so don’t lie and tell us truth. I’m too much afraid I didn’t said any single word she tightly catch my hand and took me forcefully to my room she open my locker and take out all the cards which samayra gave me, my mom warns me that It’s a last time that I’m asking you this “what Is this bulshit”? After 1 mint silence I said “I’m in love with samayra she Is my girlfriend and I will not leave her now”. My parents are shocked and abuse me too much then star emotional blackmail and leave me In my room and go back to there rooms. Now I get It why samayra Is afraid and start crying I don’t now I slept In this way. In morning I get disturbed with some sounds I get out of my room and I saw my parents are talking with some police officers and go towards them and hide myself near to wall my dad Is saying to the officers that” I want to get arrested that girl & she shouldn’t be get out of the jail” I just get stubborn there and run towards my room. I realized that what mistake I have done and now I can’t meet her anymore and starts crying loudly.

In afternoon my mom take lunch plate for me as I didn’t eat anything from last night she comes near to me & said very politely that I should eat something as I didn’t eat from last night and I saw her very angrily and directly ask her what you do with samayra and through my plate. She slapped me very tightly and said me that I don’t have any right to ask question like this they through her out from this country. I start crying and just sit on the floor and think about her I just want to talk her once but I’m home arrested and can’t go anywhere.

After 3 days I get my dads mobile on table I took It and run towards my room & call samayra but her number Is switch off I try 5 times but the result Is same I send her message that “I love you and you don’t worry I  be will always with you”. After 5 days one police officer came to our house he Is the same person who came that day also he talk with dad and take a leave but my dad Is quite happy and go to my mom I was now afraid that they surely do something with her. In night my mom comes to my room and told me that from tomorrow you go back to school I directly ask her what you have done with samayra? She said you still talking about that bitch Its wrong and now just forget her you will never able to meet her again now she go very far from you now. She left from my room and I think for whole night what they done with her cry whole night.

In morning my mom comes to my room I was sitting on my chair she gave my school dress and told me to dress up fast, my dad drop me to the school gate and leave from there I turn towards samayra house Instead of going to school. When I reached there I saw a lock on her door I ask about her from there neighbors but they told me she already left, this place 3 days ago. So I decided to meet her friend so I took bus for her college I call her one best friend she take me to nearby restaurant and start telling me that how police arrested her for abusing me sexually and her admission also get cancelled from the college and she Is banned In India now she left for America yesterday. I was break In thousand pieces then she give me letter which samayra told her to give me, I open the letter she write that “she always love me and she know what we have to face she Is aware that we will be separated one day but she never now that we will be separate so soon, she always love me and I will forget her and live happily”. I was shattered & broke totally now I never see her in my life I can’t think about my life without her I love her I always love her.

After 1 month

I stop talking to all my friend and my family I spend lots of time In my room now all alone now after loosing her I never get any happiness I’m all  alone from my heart now I loved her from deep of my heart she Is my life. Already one month gone and I’m unable to find my happiness I never felt alive now I’m all alone from my heart now.

AFTER 4 YEARS

       I passed out my high school and I apply for college In America and got scholarship there too. From last 4 years I didn’t talk to my family I never forgive them. My parents are not happy from my decision but now they can’t stop me after a very long time I felt alive I was too excited today Is my flight I already pack my bags and I was totally ready to fly. At 2pm I reached to Toronto and check in to my hotel yes samayra live In Toronto. Next day I go to her home address which she give me when we are together I don’t now she still staying on same address what happened to her I have lots of questions In my mind but I have no clue for any answer now I only get my all answers when I meet her. I reached to the same address I rang her door bell one old lady came out for the door I ask for samayra she suddenly change her face expression and look at me ask me who are you? I introduced myself and told her that I came from India and samayra Is my old friend. She called me inside the house and told me to sit on sofa she ask me that what I drink? I said I don’t need It and 1st I want to meet samayra then she sit on sofa and ask me are you sneha? I was shocked actually and I said yes how you now me? She told me that samayra Is her daughter she told about everything and she knows that we are In relationship & I’m her girlfriend actually. She said me In very low voice that after returning to India she Is very much disturbed and goes In depression and within one year she died In hospital. I was shocked too much I didn’t say anything & leave from there, I lost all my hopes for life I can’t meet her now anymore. I feel emptiness In my heart now I feel like there are thousand of wounds on my heart which can’t be heal now. I lost her & now I never get her now I have to just wait for my life my breath my death now.

The only thing left In this life Is wait now just wait for everything, today I get It that life Is not like what we want life Is what Is written In our path. We always lie with us that we will get It what we want but now I realized that life always lie us It can’t be like that what we want It always hide something else for us.

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